BATTLE.
Much has been said and written about battle, the greater portion of which is an
exaggeration of facts. Fireside writers and reporters have composed long
manuscripts, beginning and ending in frantic agonies and seas of blood,
exhausting the vocabulary of pathetic epithets. That battle is dreadful cannot
be denied, but those who have passed through the fiery ordeal do not experience
half the convulsions and agony of soul that is written. If a comrade falls, the
column still moves on. No one, by the late rules of war, dare stop to bear off
the wounded or sympathize with those in the throes of death. There are men
detailed for that purpose, who follow up in the rear and give those in need due
attention.
A soldier in a pitched battle does not pretend to know who is hurt until the
battle is ended; he must needs push ahead and do his part until he is no longer
able. Many of your comrades fall around you; they show unmistakable symptoms of
severe wounds, but your attention is too much engrossed to ever think to inquire
the nature of their wounds. You are hardly conscious of any suffering around
you. Excitement has borne you off so that you never think to look and see who is
on your right or left, or whose spirit is winging its flight from the body over
which you are walking. The soldier does not seem to feel pangs of sorrow when
arms clash the loudest; he does not see danger and suffering and ghastly sights
until all is over and quiet restored. Those who are unacquainted with the mental
condition of the soldier in time of battle, wonder and ask why it is that those
whom he knows so intimately are wounded and many times killed by his side
without knowing the nature of their wounds or the circumstances of their death.
The reason for this is manifest from what has already been said.
There is oftentimes more horror in the idea and dread of battle than in the
thing itself. The soldier becomes so accustomed to human butchery that it loses
many, very many, of its horrors.
After battle, when the clash of arms has ceased, is when the soldier’s sympathy
is tried. The solicitations of the maimed and dying raise a feeling of
commiseration in the most obdurate heart; and still this feeling is of but short
duration and of a mild character.
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